I am
starting this diary because I think I may becoming a freak or something. It
started back in the summer holidays and since then I have developed an almost
overwheling desire to pleasure my body. I feel both disgusted and ashamed of
myself but it does nothing to stop the desire. So when I saw this site I
thought maybe it’s a place where I could be open and honest about it all and
perhaps meet someone with a similar problem and this is the reason for my diary
being public, I don’t mean to offend so please forgive me if they do.
I will make
some back entries after this so that you can get the full picture of how and
when it all started if you are interested.
